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            Through medium Francisco Cândido Xavier 
             
            chapter 3 - 8 
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                  Chapter 3 COLLECTIVE PRAYER  |  
              
                
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                  As we advanced, I saw from my stretcher the pleasant 
                  surroundings which slowly unfolded to my view. Clarence, 
                  leaning on a staff made of some luminous substance, stopped 
                  before a heavy gate built into a great wall which was covered 
                  with a flowery wine. He touched a certain spot in the wall, 
                  the gate opened wide, and we entered in a silent procession.
                   
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                  A warm glow bathed everything there. The graceful play of 
                  lights in the distance reminded me of a beautiful sunset in 
                  springtime. As we proceeded, I saw before me charming 
                  buildings and beautiful gardens. At a sign from Clarence my 
                  stretcher was laid down and in front of us there stood an 
                  entrance to a great white building similar to an earthly 
                  hospital. Two young men in white tunics ran eagerly to my 
                  stretcher, moved me into an emergency bed, and carried me in. 
                  Before he left, I heard Clarence say: “Take him to the 
                  pavilion to the right. I am expected elsewhere now, but I will 
                  come to see him in the morning.” I gave that generous old man 
                  a parting smile of gratitude as I was taken away to a large, 
                  pleasant, richly furnished room and laid on a comfortable bed.
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                  My heart was overflowing with gratitude towards my kind 
                  attendants. I tried to address them but only managed to ask: 
                  “Friends, I beg you, what is this new world I find myself in? 
                  From what star does this bright invigorating light emanate?” 
                  One of them laid a tender hand on my forehead as if I were an 
                  old friend, and explained: “We are located in the spiritual 
                  spheres close to the Earth, and the Sun that is shining on us 
                  at this moment is the same one that warmed you on Earth. 
                  However, our visual perception is far keener here. We can see 
                  that the star the Lord lighted to guide our activities is far 
                  more beautiful than we ever realized while on Earth. Our Sun 
                  is a divine source of life which has its light’s source in the 
                  Creator of All Things.”  |  
              
                
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                  I felt a profound sense of veneration and awe as I gazed at 
                  the soft light streaming through my window. I realized that on 
                  Earth I had never looked up at the Sun and raised my thoughts 
                  to the One, in His infinite mercy, had given it to us to shine 
                  on our journey. I was like a blind man who, after living so 
                  long in darkness, is blessed with the ability to see the 
                  splendor of nature.  |  
              
                
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                  Just then they brought me some stimulating broth and a glass 
                  of cool water, refreshing water. The water seemed infused with 
                  some divine fluid1, 
                  for just a little of it quickly produced a reviving effect. 
                  The food, whether a soothing nourishment or extraordinary 
                  medicine, revived me beyond my expectations; new energies 
                  pervade my entire being and profound emotions stirred in the 
                  depths of my spirit. I ate, unaware of the experience which 
                  was soon to follow.  |  
              
                
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                  I had scarcely finished when heavenly music – soft waves of 
                  sound rising to higher spheres – floated into my room. That 
                  wonderful melody went straight to my heart. I looked to my 
                  attendant for some explanation, and he said: “This is the 
                  eventide service of the Astral City. Every department of this 
                  colony of service, dedicated to Christ, is attuned with the 
                  prayers at the Government House. Now stay here in peace. I 
                  will return as soon as the service is over.” As he prepared to 
                  leave, I was suddenly filled with anxiety. “May I go with 
                  you?” I pleaded. “You are still weak,” he explained, “but if 
                  you feel that you can…”  |  
              
                
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                  That music had filled me with renewed energies, yet I was 
                  barely able to rise from my bed. Aided by my attendant and 
                  with faltering steps I reached the enormous hall where a great 
                  assembly was praying in deep, silent concentration. The 
                  delicate garlands of flowers which hung from a brilliantly lit 
                  dome seemed to form a symbol of higher spirituality. 
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                      1 In 
                      Spiritist terminology, fluid and fluids designate a 
                      substance of magnetic nature that can be manipulated by 
                      both spiritual beings and man on Earth. 
                        
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                  I could hardly contain my feelings of overwhelming surprise. 
                  No one seemed to notice my presence – they all looked as if 
                  they were waiting for something. I had to work to hold back 
                  all of the questions forming in my mind. I quickly noticed in 
                  the background an intensely bright light reflected on a giant 
                  screen. By some process of advanced television, a marvelous 
                  temple appeared on the screen a moment later. In it was the 
                  image of a venerable old man, dressed in white, sitting in 
                  prayer. Around his head shone a halo of brilliant light. 
                  Slightly below him, seventy-two figures accompanied him in 
                  silent prayer. I was surprised to see that Clarence was among 
                  the. 
                   
                   
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                  I was unable to restrain my curiosity. I pulled at my 
                  attendant’s arm, and he responded, whispering so softly his 
                  words resembled the murmuring of a light breeze: “Keep quiet. 
                  All the residences and institutions of the Astral City are 
                  praying, with the Governor through long distance projection of 
                  sound and light. Let us praise the invisible Heart of Heaven.” 
                  He had scarcely finished speaking when the seventy-two figures 
                  began singing a sweet and exquisitely beautiful hymn. As I 
                  looked at Clarence, his countenance seemed to shine with an 
                  intense high light. The celestial voices rose in melodious 
                  cadences, in a most beautiful hymn of gratitude. Mysterious 
                  vibrations of peace and joy floated in the atmosphere, and as 
                  the silvery notes died away, a wonderful heart, blue with 
                  golden rays2, 
                  became visible above us in the same distance. Soft music 
                  began, seeming to arise perhaps from distant spheres, and 
                  suddenly we were showered with beautiful flue flowers. 
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              by the spiritual author: “A symbolic image created by the mental 
              vibrations of the Colony.” 
              
                
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                  Although I could easily seem them, I could not grasp those 
                  tiny flowers with my hands. On touching our foreheads they 
                  melted away, and at one touch of their fluidical petals I felt 
                  an extraordinary surge of energy, as if some soothing balm had 
                  been applied to my heart.  |  
  
              
                
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                  As 
                  soon as the impressive service was over I returned to the 
                  chamber, tenderly aided by my assistant. I was no longer the 
                  ailing patient of a few hours before. The first collective 
                  prayer I had attended at the Astral City had worked a radical 
                  change in me. An unexpected peace filled my soul for the first 
                  time in many years of suffering, and my heart, so long empty, 
                  was once again filled with hope. 
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                  Chapter 4 
                       
                  
                  
                  THE SPIRIT DOCTOR  |  
              
                
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                  I awoke the following day after a deep, refreshing sleep. A 
                  comforting light poured through my window, bathing everything 
                  in the room with radiance and felling my heart with hope. I 
                  felt like a new man, filled with renewed energy and the joy of 
                  living. Only one thing clouded my soul – I longed for my home 
                  and for my family so far away.  |  
              
                
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                  Numerous questions troubled my mind, but my feeling of relief 
                  was so great that it calmed my spirit and kept me from further 
                  contemplation. I wanted to get up and enjoy the beauty of my 
                  surroundings but I could not. I realized that without the 
                  magnetic cooperation of my attendant I would not be able to 
                  leave my bed.  |  
              
                
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                  I had scarcely gotten over the many experiences when the door 
                  opened and Clarence entered, accompanied by a friendly 
                  stranger. They greeted me cordially, wishing me peace. My 
                  rescuer from the Lower Zones3
                  asked about my general health, and my attendant 
                  quickly came to inform him. 
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                  Zones are the shadowy regions where excessively self-centered 
                  souls or those with a guilty ridden conscience find themselves 
                  after death. (Translator’s note.)  |  
              
                
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                  Clarence smiled and introduced his companion, brother Henry de 
                  Luna of the medical staff of the spiritual colony. Brother 
                  Henry was dressed in white and his face radiated benevolence. 
                  He examined me at length, then smiled and spoke:  |  
              
                
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                  “It is a pity that you’ve come here by way of suicide.” 
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                  Clarence remained calm but I felt a surge of revolt within me. 
                  Suicide? I remembered the accusations of those perverse beings 
                  in the Lower Zones. Even though I was grateful to my 
                  benefactors, I couldn’t accept this accusation.    |  
   
                
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                  “I believe you are mistaken,” I said, distressed, “my 
                  departure from the world had other causes. I fought over forty 
                  days trying to overcome death. I suffered through two serious 
                  operations because of an intestinal occlusion.”  |  
              
                
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                  “Quite so,” the doctor continued, calm and perfectly composed, 
                  “but the occlusion was the result of very serious causes. 
                  Perhaps you haven’t thought it over enough. The spirit body 
                  presents within it a complete history of the actions practiced 
                  on Earth.”  |  
              
                
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                  Leaning over me, he went on, pointing to different parts of my 
                  body. “Let’s look at the intestinal zone,” he said, “the 
                  occlusion was due to cancerous elements, which in turn arose 
                  from some indiscretions of yours, in which you contracted 
                  syphilis. The disease might not have assumed such grave 
                  characteristics had your mental attitudes been firmly based on 
                  the principles of moderation and brotherly love. Instead, you 
                  chose a dark, exasperating way of life which attracted 
                  destructive vibrations from those around you. You never 
                  imagined that anger attracts negative forces, did you? Your 
                  lack of self control and your thoughtlessness in dealing with 
                  others, whom you so often unthinkingly offended, frequently 
                  left you under the influence of sickly and inferior beings. 
                  These circumstances greatly aggravated your physical state.”
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                  After a long pause, in which he went on examining me 
                  attentively, he continued: “Have you observed, my friend, that 
                  your liver was damaged through your action? That your kidneys 
                  were also mistreated in your reckless disregard for the divine 
                  gift of physical existence?”  |  
              
                
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                  I felt deeply disappointed, but the doctor, seemingly unaware 
                  of my anguish, continued to clarify: “The bodily organs 
                  possess incalculable reserves in accordance with the Lord’s 
                  designs. You, my friend, evaded many excellent opportunities 
                  and wasted the precious blessing of physical existence. The 
                  long term assignment which you had been given by those of 
                  greater spiritual accomplishment was reduced to half hearted 
                  attempts at 
                   work 
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                  Your entire gastronomical system was destroyed as a direct 
                  result of your “harmless” excesses in food and drink, and your 
                  essential energies were devoured by the syphilis you 
                  contracted through still other excesses. As we see, the 
                  diagnosis is incontestable.”  |  
              
                
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                  I thought about problems of human life, and reflected on the 
                  many opportunities I had lost. In my life on Earth I had own 
                  many masks, tailoring them to the situation at hand. I hade 
                  never imagined I would be asked to account for those seemingly 
                  unimportant episodes. I had at that time conceived of human 
                  error according to human laws – everything not prohibited by 
                  those laws was natural and acceptable. Here, however, I found 
                  another system of judging those errors. I was not confronted 
                  by stern judges pronouncing harsh verdicts, or facing torture 
                  or the infernal abyss. Instead, smiling benefactors commented 
                  on my weaknesses as if they were dealing with a wayward child.
                  Their superior compassion struck a blow to my human pride. 
                  If only I had been tormented by diabolic beings I would have 
                  found my failure less bitter. Clarence’s sympathetic kindness, 
                  the doctor’s warm tone and the attendant’s good-natured 
                  patience all served to turn my pride to shame. I covered my 
                  face with my hands and sobbed brokenheartedly, realizing that 
                  Henry de Luna’s conclusions were irrefutable. I admitted the 
                  full extent of my faults. Only one torturing truth now 
                  remained before me: I had truly committed suicide. I had 
                  wasted the precious opportunity of human life, and was nothing 
                  more than a castaway rescued by charity.    |  
              
                
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                  It was then that Clarence, stroking my hair in a fatherly 
                  manner, spoke: “Stop lamenting, my son. I went in search of 
                  you in answer to the intercessions of those who love you in 
                  the higher spheres. Your tears will grieve their hearts. 
                  Surely you would rather show your gratitude by remaining calm 
                  during the examination of your faults, wouldn’t you? True, 
                  your diagnosis points clearly to suicide, but I assure you 
                  that hundreds of others leave the Earth daily in exactly the 
                  same way you did. Therefore, still 
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                   Use 
                  the treasure of repentance well; keep the blessing of remorse 
                  in your soul, however late it has arrived. Don’t forget that 
                  worrying doesn’t solve our problems. Put your trust in the 
                  Lord and in our brotherly devotion. Rest your troubled heart; 
                  for many of us have already gone the same way as you.” At 
                  these generous words I rested my head against his shoulder and 
                  wept.  
                  
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                  Chapter 5 UNDER TREATMENT  |  
              
                
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                  “Are you Clarence’s ward?”  |  
              
                
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                  The question was put to me by a young man with a singularly 
                  kind expression. He smiled as he entered, carrying what looked 
                  like a large medical bag. I nodded that I was, and he 
                  introduced himself:  |  
              
                
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                  “I am Lysias, your brother. My director, Assistant Doctor 
                  Henry de Luna, has placed you under my care as long as you 
                  need treatment.”  |  
              
                
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                  “Are you a medical assistant?” I asked.  |  
              
                
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                  “I am a visiting attendant in Health Service. As such, I not 
                  only help with the nursing but also go on rounds, alerting the 
                  doctors when help is needed, and attending to the needs of 
                  newly arrived patients.”  |  
              
                
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                  Noting my interest, he went on:  |  
              
                
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                  “There are many such assistants here in the Astral City. 
                  Naturally, as a newcomer, you are still unaware of the extent 
                  of our activities. Just to give you an idea, there are over 
                  one thousand patients in this ward alone, and this is one of 
                  the smallest buildings in our hospital.”  |  
              
                
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                  “This is truly wonderful!” I exclaimed.  |  
              
                
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                  Lysias, perceiving that I was about to continue repeating my 
                  praises, rose quickly from his chair and carefully began his 
                  examination.  |  
              
                
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                  “Your intestinal zone shows serious lesions and unmistakable 
                  signs of cancer, your liver is ruptured in several areas, and 
                  your kidneys evidence signs of premature failure. Do you know 
                  what that means?”  |  
              
                
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                  “Yes, the doctor explained it to me yesterday. These 
                  disturbances are all of my own doing….”  |  
              
                
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                  Noting my obvious embarrassment at this confession, he 
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                  “In the group of eighty patients under my care, fifty-seven 
                  are in the same condition as you. Did you know that other 
                  patients arrive mutilated? Those who have misused their sight 
                  arrive without eyes? Others who have used the gift of agility 
                  in crime come to us paralyzed or legless. Still others who 
                  have lived sexually depraved lives enter spirit life totally 
                  insane. “  |  
              
                
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                  “The Astral City is not a settlement of triumphant spirits, in 
                  the common sense of the word. We are happy because we have 
                  constructive work to do, and there is job in every corner of 
                  our Colony because the Lord blessed us with the opportunity to 
                  serve.”  |  
              
                
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                  He paused briefly, and I exclaimed: “Please go on with your 
                  explanation, Lysias.  I feel so peaceful and relieved. Isn’t 
                  this a heavenly abode for the spiritual elect?”  |  
              
                
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                  Lysias smiled and answered: “Let’s keep in mind the old 
                  teaching ‘many are called but few are chosen’.”  |  
              
                
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                  Gazing at the distant horizon, flooded with memories from his 
                  own past, he continued: “Many religions on Earth summon us to 
                  the Celestial Feast. No one who has once felt the existence of 
                  God can deny that in good conscience. Yes, many are called but 
                  few answer the call. Most of mankind accepts a different 
                  invitation instead. We waste our opportunities, straying from 
                  our chosen path, allowing our whims to rule our lives and 
                  thoughtlessly destroying our bodies. The ultimate result is 
                  that thousands of us leave the world in a state of confusion 
                  countless multitudes of insane, diseased and ignorant spirits 
                  wander as you did in the spirit spheres close to the Earth.”
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                  Seeing my astonishment, he inquired: “Did you believe that 
                  physical death brings us to miraculous places? We must work 
                  hard and perform difficult services to achieve spiritual 
                  growth. If we have debts on the planet we must 
                  inevitably return to repay them, regardless of the progress we 
                  have made, breaking the chains of hatred and replacing them 
                  with the sacred bonds of love. It wouldn’t be fair to 
                  ask others to clear the field in which we ourselves have sown 
                  thorns. That is what is meant, my friend, by the saying ‘many 
                  are called but few are chosen’. The Lord forgets no one, yet 
                  so few of us remember Him.”  |  
              
                
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                  Confronted with the idea of individual responsibility, and 
                  remembering my own errors, I could not help but decry my 
                  perversity. But before I had time to vent my remorse my kind 
                  attendant lifted up his hand and spoke:  |  
              
                
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                  “Stop. Let us concentrate on the work to be done. Those who 
                  are sincerely repentant must learn to be silent and start 
                  anew.”  |  
              
                
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                  He carefully proceeded with a magnetic treatment, and then, 
                  while treating the area around my lower intestines, he 
                  continued his explanation:  |  
              
                
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                  “Have you noticed the specialized treatment of your cancerous 
                  zones? You see, all honest work in the field of medicine is 
                  based on loving care, but the actual healing is left to 
                  the patient. You will be treated with great care, and 
                  will fell as fit as you did as a youth on Earth. You will work 
                  hard, and I believe you will become one of the best assistants 
                  in The Astral City.  |  
              
                
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                  However, the case of your infirmities will stay with you until 
                  you have eliminated all traces of your indiscretions and 
                  misuse of your health which still remain in your spirit-body. 
                  Our earthly body, so often misused, is given to us as a 
                  blessed instrument through which we can cure our spirit, if we 
                  dedicate ourselves to the task.”  |  
              
                
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                  I meditate deeply on what I had just heard, thinking on the 
                  infinite mercy of God, and was moved to tears. Lysias calmly 
                  finished the day’s treatment and the spoke:  |  
              
                
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                  “Tears are purifying medicine when they aren’t caused by 
                  feelings of revolt. So cry, my friend, and ease your heart. 
                  Let us bless our physical body with its countless microscopic 
                  cells, so humble and precious, so detested yet so sublime for 
                  the service they render us. Without them, how many thousands 
                  of years we would spend wrapped up in the mists of ignorance.”
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                  Thus speaking, Lysias laid a gentle hand on my head and took 
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                  Chapter 6 PRECIOUS ADVICE  |  
              
                
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                  The following day, after the evening prayer, Clarence came to 
                  see me accompanied by my attendant. Radiating kindness, he 
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                  “How are you? A little better, I hope?”  |  
              
                
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                  Like any patient on Earth who suddenly finds himself the 
                  center of attention, I was moved to self-pity. Reverting to my 
                  old habit of abusing brotherly love, I began to complain:
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                  “I do feel a little better, but I am still suffering a great 
                  deal. I hurt below my stomach and I feel a strange sense of 
                  anguish in my heart. My cross has been heavy, my friends; I 
                  never knew I could withstand so much suffering. Now that I can 
                  think clearly again, I feel sure that these trials have sapped 
                  all of my remaining strength.”  |  
              
                
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                  Clarence listened attentively, not showing the least sign of 
                  impatience. He even seemed interested, and his attitude 
                  encouraged me to continue.  |  
              
                
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                  “Not only that, my moral sufferings are really indescribable! 
                  Now that the outside storm has subsided – thanks to the 
                  assistance I have received here I’ve had to face a storm 
                  within my soul. What has become of my wife and children? I 
                  wonder whether my eldest child, my only son, has followed the 
                  plans I made for him. And what about my dear daughters? And my 
                  wife, who was sure she would die of loneliness if we were ever 
                  parted, what of my wonderful wife? I can still feel her tears 
                  from my last moments on Earth.” 
                    
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                  “I can’t say how long I’ve been living this nightmarish 
                  separation – my continuous suffering has robbed me of all 
                  sense of time. Where is my poor wife? Weeping besides cold 
                  ashes? Or at the gates of death herself? What bitter sorrow! 
                  What a terrible fate for a man devoted to his family! Very few 
                  have gone through as much as I, I’m sure. Why, even on Earth I 
                  suffered years of vicissitudes, bitter disappointments and 
                  infirmities, and was granted only a few hours of happiness in 
                  return. Then I was subjected to painful physical death, 
                  followed by unceasing torture in spirit, and a never-ending 
                  succession of miseries and tears! Is there no meaning of 
                  attaining peace? As much as I may wish to adopt an optimistic 
                  attitude, I can’t help feeling heavy-hearted and full of 
                  grief. What an unfortunate fate, generous benefactor.” 
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                  By that time my feelings of self-pity had reached such 
                  proportions that my words gave way to tears. Clarence, 
                  however, rose calmly and asked simply:  |  
              
                
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                  “My dear friend, do you really seek your spiritual cure?”
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                  I nodded in assent and he went on: “Then learn not to speak 
                  so much of yourself and your sufferings. Self-pity is a 
                  symptom of mental illness, which is time consuming and 
                  difficult to cure. It is imperative that you create new trains 
                  of thought and control your words. The only way to spiritual 
                  balance is to open your heart to de Divine Light. If you 
                  consider the necessary effort to be an oppressive burden or 
                  see the struggle for redemption as an imposition, it is a sure 
                  sign of spiritual blindness. The more you dwell on your 
                  own painful experiences, the more you bind yourself to them.
                  You can be sure that the same Father whom shelters and 
                  watches over you will also care for your loved ones on Earth. 
                  We should certainly regard the family as a sacred institution, 
                  but always keep in mind that it is just a small branch of the 
                  Universal Family under the loving guidance of one Divine 
                  Father. You can count on us to resolve your present problems 
                  and sketch plans for your future, but neither you nor we have 
                  the time to waste on your complaints. We in this colony accept 
                  the hardest toil as a welcome opportunity for ascent, 
                  remembering while we plod along, weighted down with debts, 
                  that Providence is unsurpassing in its love. If you, too, wish 
                  to stay with us 
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                  Meanwhile my tears had dried. His words had brought me back to 
                  my senses. I was ashamed of my own weakness and I adopted a 
                  different attitude. |  
              
                
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                   “While 
                  in the flesh,” continued Clarence, “didn’t you compete for 
                  lucrative positions, knowing their advantages? Didn’t you 
                  appreciate the legitimate means of increasing the welfare of 
                  your loved ones? Weren’t you engaged in obtaining just fees in 
                  the interest of adding to the comfort and stability of your 
                  family? Here the program is the same; only the details differ.
                  On Earth conventionalities and monetary gains are the 
                  ruling forces, whereas here we aim at constructive work with 
                  lasting benefits to the immortal spirit. We look on suffering 
                  as a means to enrich the soul, and on each suffering as a step 
                  towards our divine goal. Can you see the 
                  difference? Weak souls resist service and remain inactive, 
                  venting their complaints to all. Strong ones, though, accept 
                  the task given them as constructive steps on the path towards 
                  perfection. Mind you, no one will blame you for missing your 
                  earthly family or would ever think of extinguishing your 
                  source of sublime feelings. Nevertheless, you must remember 
                  that tears of despair help nothing. If you really love your 
                  Earthly family and wish to be useful to them, you must first 
                  accept your present condition cheerfully.”  |  
              
                
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                  A long pause ensued. Clarence’s advice has changed the current 
                  of my thoughts and I began to ponder on his wisdom. While I 
                  was still immersed in deep reflection, my benefactor, like a 
                  father who forgets the waywardness of his child and 
                  recommences a lesson with the same serenity, asked again with 
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                  “Well, how are you now? A little better?  |  
              
                
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                  Pleased and comforted to feel I was forgiven, like a little 
                  boy anxious to learn, I replied:  |  
              
                
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                  “I am better now, to better understand the Divine Will.”
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                  Chapter 7 
                    
                  
                  
                  LYSIAS EXPLAINS  |  
              
                
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                  Lysias came daily for my treatment and Clarence continued to 
                  visit me regularly. I began to feel at ease as I endeavored to 
                  adapt myself to my new situation. I noticed, though, that I 
                  would quickly relapse any time I began to dwell on my 
                  problems. The anguish, the fear of the unknown, and the 
                  discomfort of maladjustment would all return. Yet, in spite of 
                  everything, I felt a certain inner stability.  
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                  I derived great pleasure from leaning out of my window and 
                  gazing at the vast horizon. I was impressed by the difference 
                  between my surroundings here and on Earth. Nearly 
                  everything seemed to be an improved copy of Earth: the 
                  colors were more harmoniously blended, and the very substance 
                  of things to be more delicate. The ground was carpeted with 
                  greenery and I could see large trees, rich orchards and 
                  delightful gardens everywhere. A range of hills with 
                  light-crowned summits stood beyond the plain on which the 
                  Astral City was situated, and graceful buildings appeared at 
                  regular intervals a short distance away. These buildings, of 
                  various styles, had one thing in common: a profusion of 
                  flowers at their entrances. I noticed some charming little 
                  bungalows among them, surrounded by colorful roses springing 
                  up from among the ivy that covered the walls in contrasting 
                  colors. Birds with brilliant plumage flew about, alighting in 
                  groups from time to time on the tall, bright white steeples 
                  that reached for the sky. As I continued to watch curiously 
                  from my window, I was surprised to find some domestic animals 
                  among the trees some distance away. During these periods of 
                  deep musing, my mind was filled with countless speculations. 
                  Considering that I found myself on an astral plane, I could 
                  not understand the similarity of things here to those on 
                  Earth. Lysias, my obliging and constant companion, was always 
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                  “Death of the physical body does not take man instantly 
                  to miraculous spheres. Every evolutionary process 
                  progresses through 
                  graduation. There are countless planes for discarnate Spirits, 
                  just as there are many wondrous regions for those still in 
                  flesh. All souls, feelings, forms and things are governed by 
                  the principles of natural evolution and hierarchy.” 
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                  Only the fact that I had stayed under treatment for so many 
                  weeks without a single visit from someone I had known on Earth, 
                  worried me somewhat. Surely I was not the only one in my 
                  circle of friends and relatives to be struggling with the 
                  enigma of death. My parents had departed before me, as had 
                  various friends. Why, then, had none of them come to see me 
                  during my recovery, to bring a little cheer to my aching 
                  heart? I would have been satisfied with even a few moments of 
                  consolation. One day, when I could no longer silence my 
                  doubts, I asked my attendant: “Tell me, dear Lysias, is it 
                  possible to meet those who left the Earth before us?” 
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                  “Why, do you imagine yourself forgotten?”  |  
              
                
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                  “Yes, in fact, I do.  Why has no one come to see me? On Earth 
                  I always relied implicitly on my mother’s devotion. Yet to 
                  this day I have heard nothing from her, or from my father, who 
                  died three years before me.”  |  
              
                
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                  “Well, you are mistaken about your mother. She has been 
                  helping you night and day since the crisis you passed through 
                  before you arrived here. She doubled 
                  
                  the 
                  assistance when you fell ill for the last time. You aren’t 
                  aware yet, are you, that your stay in the lower spheres lasted 
                  over eight years? In all that time she never lost hope, 
                  and often came to the Astral City to intercede on your behalf. 
                  She enlisted the services of Clarence, who began visiting you 
                  frequently until the moment when you, the conceited earthly 
                  doctor, remembered that you were also a child of God. Do you 
                  see now?”  |  
              
                
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                  I felt my eyes well with tears. I had not known that I had 
                  been away from the Earth for so long. I wanted to speak, to 
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                  unperceived efforts, but my vocal cords seemed numb. My heart 
                  was too full to allow me to speak. 
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                  “On the day you prayed with all your heart,” continued Lysias, 
                  “when you realized that everything in the Universe belongs to 
                  our Almighty Father, even your tears were different. As you 
                  know, rain can at times be creative, at other times 
                  destructive. The Lord doesn’t wait for our prayers to love us. 
                  Yet, just as a dirty mirror cannot reflect the light, it is 
                  indispensable for us to cleanse ourselves and build a 
                  receptive attitude in order to understand His infinite 
                  goodness. Thus, it is not the Father who needs our penance, it 
                  is we who need it for the inestimable service it renders us. 
                  Do you see? Clarence, in answer to your devoted mother’s 
                  pleas, had no trouble finding you 
                  
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                  it was you who took so long to find Clarence. I was told that 
                  when your mother heard you had broken through the shadows into 
                  the light, she wept for joy.”  |  
              
                
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                  “And where is my mother now?” I cried at last. “If possible, I 
                  should like to see and embrace her, to fall on my knees at her 
                  feet.”  |  
              
                
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                  “She doesn’t live in the Astral City,” he informed me, “she 
                  inhabits higher spheres where she works, not exclusively for 
                  you, but for the good of many.”  |  
              
                
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                  Noting my disappointment, he added:  |  
              
                
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                  “She is sure to come and see you. When one earnestly wishes 
                  for something, it is already half obtained. Here we have your 
                  own example. For years you wandered at random, a prey to fear, 
                  distress and disillusionment. Yet as soon as you felt the 
                  necessity for divine assistance you expanded the range of your 
                  mental vibrations and obtained vision and help.”  |  
              
                
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                  Encouraged by the explanation I had just received, I exclaimed 
                  resolutely:  |  
              
                
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                  “Then I wished it with all my heart, and she shall come.”
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                  Lysias smiled knowingly, and as he took his leave he added 
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                  “Right, but keep in mind that all deserving petitions should 
                  contain three basic prerequisites: an active will, persevering 
                  work, and merit. In other words, one must first wish, then 
                  work towards that wish, and finally be deserving of what he 
                  requested.”  |  
              
                
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                  He departed smiling, while I fell into deep meditation, 
                  wondering how such a vast program could have been expressed in 
                  so few words.  
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                  Chapter 8 
                     
                  
                  
                  ADMINISTRATIVE ORGANIZATION  |  
              
                
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                  For the first time after some weeks under intense treatment I 
                  ventured out in Lysias’ company. The sight of the streets 
                  impressed me.  The wide avenues, bordered with shady streets, 
                  which stretched out before us, were filled with pure air and 
                  an atmosphere of profound spiritual tranquility. Yet I saw no 
                  signs of inactivity or idleness anywhere. Instead, the city 
                  streets were crowded. I watched as the crowds passed by me. 
                  Some seemed absorbed in thought, while others smiled cordially 
                  as they passed. Lysias, seeing my surprise, quickly began to 
                  explain.  
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                  “We are now in the district of the Ministry of Assistance. 
                  Everything you see here, all of the buildings and houses, are 
                  either institutions where the activities of our jurisdiction 
                  are carried out or home for our working staff and instructors. 
                  In the Ministry, patients are assisted, prayers are heard and 
                  sorted, earthly reincarnations planned and rescue 
                  groups promoted on behalf of those inhabiting the lower spirit 
                  zones or suffering on Earth. Here all problems related to 
                  human suffering are examined and solutions studied.” 
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                  “So there is a Ministry of Assistance in the Astral City?” I 
                  asked.  |  
              
                
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                  “And why not? All of our activities here are controlled by an 
                  organization which is constantly improving under the efficient 
                  supervision of those watching over our destinies. During our 
                  collective prayers, didn’t you notice our Governor, surrounded 
                  by his seventy-two assistants? They are the Ministers of the 
                  Astral City. The colony, whose purpose is essentially work and 
                  accomplishment, is divided into six Ministries, each under the 
                  direction of twelve Ministers. The six Ministers are named: 
                  Regeneration, Assistance, Communication, Elucidation, 
                  Elevation, and Divine Union. The first four connect us with 
                  the Earth; the other two link us to the higher spheres. So you 
                  see our spiritual city is really a transition zone. The 
                  coarsest, most material activities are carried out by the 
                  Ministry of Regeneration. The most sublime is the Ministry of 
                  Divine Union. Clarence, our friendly instructor, is one of the 
                  Ministers of Assistance.” 
                   
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                  I never imagined the possibility of finding such a complete 
                  organization after the death of the physical body.” 
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                  “Yes”, Lysias continued, “the evil of illusion is very dense 
                  in the spheres of the flesh. The average man is unaware that 
                  all manifestations of order around him proceed from higher 
                  planes. Just as Nature becomes a garden when tended by 
                  man, so the mind, dull in primitive creatures, is transformed 
                  into a creative force when inspired by consciousness 
                  functioning in higher spheres. Every useful 
                  organization on the material plane has its first roots in 
                  higher spiritual worlds.” “But 
                  
                  does 
                  the Astral City have a history like the great cities of 
                  Earth?”  |  
              
                
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                  “Certainly. All of the planes near the Earth possess their own 
                  specific nature and unique history. The Astral City is an old 
                  settlement, founded by a group of distinguished Portuguese 
                  pioneers who, after passing on, settled in the spirits 
                  planes over Brazil in the sixteenth century. According to 
                  the annals of our Colony, these settlers at first encountered 
                  tremendous and exhausting difficulties here. There are 
                  obstacles in the invisible zones close to the Earth, just as 
                  there are on the Earth itself. Enormous areas with 
                  undeveloped potential here are comparable to the great tracts 
                  of forbidden terrain on Earth.”  |  
              
                
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                  “The pioneers’ work was indeed hard and discouraging, even for 
                  the stronger spirits. The area where delicate vibrations and 
                  majestic buildings now abound was also peopled with other more 
                  primitive inhabitants whose architecture reflected their 
                  elementary minds and who filled the atmosphere with their 
                  undeveloped thoughts. Still the founders did not lose heart. 
                  They proceeded with their efforts, following the example of 
                  the Old World settlers on the physical plane. Only they 
                  substituted persevering work, brotherly solidarity and 
                  spiritual love for violence, war and slavery.”  |  
              
                
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                  By this time we had reached a large, artistically designed 
                  square, filled with beautiful gardens. In its center stood a 
                  magnificent palace crowned with majestic and lofty towers 
                  whose tips reached so high they disappeared from sight. 
                   
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                  “Here, where the Government House now stands, the settlers 
                  placed the cornerstone of the Colony.”  |  
              
                
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                  Pointing to the palace, he went on:  |  
              
                
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                  “This square is the converging point of the six Ministries I 
                  told you about. They start at the Government House and stretch 
                  out in a triangular shape. Our devoted Governor lives here. A 
                  staff of three thousand individuals assist him in his 
                  administrative duties. He is the most earnest and untiring 
                  worker in the Colony. The Ministers travel at times to 
                  other spheres to renew their energies and acquire new 
                  knowledge, and we, too, have our habitual amusements. Only 
                  the Governor has no leisure time whatsoever. While he insists 
                  that we take periodic vacations to rest, he himself works 
                  ceaselessly, sacrificing even his sleeping hours. It seems he 
                  finds his reward in never-ending service. I have been here for 
                  forty years, and except for the collective prayers, I have 
                  never seen the Governor at any public entertainment. Yet the 
                  radiation of his powerful mind reaches every branch of 
                  activity and his fatherly assistance involves everybody and 
                  everything here.”  |  
              
                
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                  After a long pause, the friendly attendant continued: 
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                  “Only a short time ago, we celebrated the one hundred 
                  fourteenth anniversary of his magnanimous administration.”
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                  Lysias went on walking in reverent silence, while I, keeping 
                  pace with him, gazed in awe at the marvelous steeples 
                  
                  (towers) 
                  
                  which seemed to pierce the skies.    |  
             
            they also flew by an airbus  and took  a 
            look at this astral city |